Endless Search For Conclusion (Or At Least Motive!)

I became unstuck in my Great Big Project, then immediately afterwards became stuck again. I'm really over-thinking this - (REALLY REALLY) - but at the same time, if I'm going to do it, I'm going to do it right. At this point, I'm still contemplating the nature of existence and considering extending the moral implications of the story to "current events." This is the same type of thing that Alan Moore did with Watchmen; he took an existing problem and created his own based on it. I can do that. I just want to do it right. On Wednesday I went to the library and took out four books on different religious and spiritual beliefs. Somewhere within them I hope to find my own.